
My 15-Year-Old Sister Running Ahead of Me, Christmas Eve 2008 (Heaven Bless Her)
Sarah
2008 was The Year of 100 Runs. I made the goal last January to run 100 times before this January (technically, by midnight on December 31, 2008), my very first proactive, must-actually-do-something-for-a-whole-year goal. It sounded like unmitigated awfulness—but also good and consistent and hard—so I decided I’d do it. Me, a non-runner, a non-exerciser, and The Year of 100 Runs.
The Rules: (1) Each run had to be at least twenty minutes; (2) I could only count two runs in one day if each of those runs was at least thirty minutes.
I remember most of my runs. Some I only remember because I kept a little journal, writing down a blurb about each run, identifying where I ran, when, what I did to keep myself occupied while my feet were moving along the pavement. But some I remember because they were, in and of themselves, great. A sampling:
- Around Salt Lake City, in a snowstorm, with my brother Joseph. We ran (literally) into my cousins who were stopped at a stoplight on their way to the university. “Hi, cousins!” they yelled. “Hi, cousins!” we yelled and waved back, and ran on.
- Around Palo Alto with Michelle, a roommate, on a lonely Friday night. After this run we drove to Blockbuster, where the cashier asked for my driver’s license. When I pulled it embarrassedly out of its safe place (tucked into my sports bra), the cashier held it in his hands and said quietly, “It’s warm.”
- Along cornfields in Ohio, when I was driving Reija cross-country to start her new life at med school. I ran through the heart of America, while Reija slept restlessly in a shady motel.
- Around my new neighborhood in northern Virginia, with my roommate Stephanie, when she didn’t want to run but she did want to be prepped for an upcoming job interview. So I ran and grilled her with mock interview questions, and she ran and tried to answer (with poise) between gasps for air. I timed our run so that just after I said, “Let’s take this interview up a notch,” we tore up a hill. I thought it was so funny.
- Around the National Mall in DC with Jeanette, when we ran in the cold night past the national Christmas tree, to the empty World War II Monument, behind the White House, to the street corner where my little sisters waited in the wake of the NY-DC Chinatown bus.
- With my father to the post office.
- With my mother to the pharmacy.
- With almost my whole family, when they came to California for my law school graduation, and we all agreed to run to our favorite ice cream store. We ran in pairs (matched by speed and ability), so we could get there about the same time, streaming into the air conditioned shop, all sweaty and pink and family-like.
And then, on December 31, 2008, my 100th run: a wimpy, closely timed jog around my neighborhood, calculated to get the run checked off but get me home in time to make the 9:08 bus. (The 9:08 bus waits for no man.) I wanted to feel triumphant and fast and hardy, but I didn’t. I jogged my 20, stretched my calves, and called it a year. And I thought, “What ends with a whimper still ends.”
RIP The Year of 100 Runs. You were good to me. And I totally kicked your trash.





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January 5, 2009 at 8:33 am
lisapiorczynski
Bless your heart. This is a New Year’s goal that I would NEVER be able to keep.
January 5, 2009 at 10:26 am
S.A.S.
Amen. And proud of you! That’s a year you and your able legs will never forget. I can’t wait to hear what 2009 brings… for me, I think it would have to involve a less-than goal. Year of less than 365 truffles. Or Year of less than 200 complaints about exercise. Something like that.
January 5, 2009 at 11:01 am
Annette
The best part to me sounds like running with loved ones.
I don’t think I’d ever make this kind of resolution. Me and running? Not friends.
January 5, 2009 at 11:48 am
Jean
What a fabulous idea! I’m not a runner either, but a goal like that might get me motivated. Hmmmm.
January 5, 2009 at 1:15 pm
smylies
I actually remember you sitting on my couch last January (february?) telling me about this goal. I hope it doesn’t hurt your feelings when I admit I didn’t think you would it. Not so much a reflection on you as one on me–I can’t ever remember a lofty goal (let alone a un-lofty one.) Congratulations Sarah. You are a good, good woman.
January 5, 2009 at 8:34 pm
jh
Running totally gets easier with time. And its fun to reflect on all of the places I’ve run. Some of my favorites: along the Seine, to Lombard Street and back to Union Square, in the Wasatch Mountains and so close to the Pentagon that I nearly got a arrested.
January 5, 2009 at 9:55 pm
Em-Cat
Fabulous goal and kudos for achieving it! Don’t you feel like singing that song…”And I ran, I ran so far away…” There’s always a song in my head *sigh*
January 5, 2009 at 10:49 pm
sharry
i too am a non-runner…and thinker that exercise is actually one of the devil’s tools most cleverly disguised. that said, i have often wondered what it would be like to surprise the pants off everyone who knows me by running a marathon after secretly training for a year. you make it sound like something that would truly satisfy. i absolutely applaud your efforts and triumph of completion. whimpy nothin’…goal accomplished!
January 6, 2009 at 9:32 pm
Kahalia
Why,why,why?
I am a non-runner as well. But it seems so challenging…It has me thinking. You are an evil woman with your seed planting.
Before I take the step I must know your reason.
What was the real reason as you look back at it?
January 6, 2009 at 10:38 pm
Louise Plummer
I think even I can run to the ice cream store.
January 7, 2009 at 1:54 pm
Cari Hislop
As one who gained 4 inches this year(Clearly I did little exercising though I was successful in reaching one of my big goals)…rock on! I would be feeling great if I walked 100 times in the year never mind ran. I love the evovacative images in your remembered runs…it’s like snatches of a story…. Running Away from 2008….a book I’ll probably never get to read. Because I’m a curious wench, I wish I could know what that guy who reverently held your wallet was thinking the rest of the evening…I wish I could have been there when you ran through the heart of America…around the White House…
What an exciting adventurous year!!! And Em-Cat…you’re so right…that song is perfect…and now I have it in my head…I’ll have to go buy it…maybe it’ll inspire me to do some walking!
January 8, 2009 at 9:15 am
sarahlolson
Kahalia asks: What was the real reason?
I don’t know. I really think it was the self-discipline issue. I have a history of making year-long resolutions, maybe all of which have entailed GIVING UP something. I have given up for one year (consecutively, not simultaneously) the following: chocolate, cheese, added salt, added butter, soda, cookies, and then, in 2007, cookies, cakes, pies, and ice cream. (I wasn’t ready to give up sugar entirely, but I figured cookies, cakes, pies, and ice cream cut a big swath through dessert land.)
But after all of those years, I realized that actually, now, I can NOT do things. Not doing things is, in fact, one of the things I’m good at. But doing something–making a goal to actually get out there and do something day after day, week after week, morning after morning, night after night, month after month, for a whole year–that sounded hard. Impossible, even. Well, no, mostly hard. (Making a goal that would have required me to do it some regular schedule–like a daily or weekly goal–that would have sounded impossible. But 100 runs? I could smush that around any which way I wanted.)
Anyway. I did it. And it rocked. I loved the feeling of running on Dec. 30, thinking that the passing car drivers were saying to themselves, “Look at that girl, trying to get back on the wagon after some no-doubt over-indulgent holidays. She’s not going to stick with it.” I wanted to yell out with every step: “I DID STICK WITH IT! This is not the beginning of some resolution. This is the END!!!!”
Oh man. Oh man. Such triumph.
I want that feeling again. Time for Resolution 2009.
January 11, 2009 at 8:12 pm
Missy
Do you have it yet? Your resolution for 2009? I liked this post.
January 11, 2009 at 11:43 pm
Kahalia
Wow, Sarah.
Very good answer. Very interesting. The quitting thing versus the starting or doing something. Powerful. Inspirational.
Thanks…I think.
January 4, 2010 at 2:19 am
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